untuk si dia...fikir-fikirkanlah...

salah ke,
jika sy sukakan awak.
salah ke,
jika sy sygkan awak.
salah ke,
jika sy ambil berat pasal awak.
salah ke,
jika terdetik dihati sy untuk jadikan awak teman sy.
salah ke,
jika sy cemburu bila awak bersama yg lain.
salah ke,
jika sy menunggu mesej dari awak tak kira siang atau malam.
salah ke,
jika sy rindukan ketawa awak.
salah ker,
jika sy luahkan perasaan sy pada awak.
salah ker?
salah ker?
mungkin ini yang betul..
awak tak sukakan sy.
awak bencikan sy.
awak rasa jijik dengan sy.
awak rasa menyampah bila sy mesej atau call awak.
awak rasa geli bila sy luahkan perasaan.
awak rasa sy tak sepadan dengan awak.
awak rasa sy tak setaraf dengan awak.
and the truth is that,
u'll never have any feeling to me...
am i right!!..
sy cuba rapatkan hubungan kita..
tp awak tak kisah...
sy cuba menahan air mata bila teringatkan awak..
tp awak tak kisah pun..
setiap kali berdoa,
pasti sy selitkan sekali nama awak dlm doa..
memohon agar awak diberi perlindungan..
mengharapkan yg terbaik untuk awak...
tp sy sedih...
sgt sedih....
coz..
you treat me like i'm just a stranger to you..
kalaula awak di tempat sy...
what will you feel when someone treat you just like you did to me....
what it feel when your heart hurt...
i just hope that you will soon realise it...
hopely....
THATS ALL...
those who read this,
jagalah si dia yg ambil berat..
jagalah si dia yg benar benar sygkan kita...
sebelum dia pergi....
dan selepas itu...
menyesal pun dah tak berguna...
tq...

cerite hari ni

pertama sekali...
asalamualaikum...

nie aku nk crita hidup aku arini..
..

actually,
arini de test calculus...
kol 3 ptd kat dwan lama...(detail sikit)
sebelum aku peg dewan tu,
aku g la kat satu tempat lam kampus aku ni..
nme tmpt tu oren...(nama yg kitorang bikin sendiri coz kat situ semuanya warna oren)
dgn panas mataharinya,aku pon pegila ke oren dgn hajat dihati nk pegi beli mknan...
da smpai kat oren tu,aku g la survey2 lauk dulu...
da jumpe port lauk yg bez,nasi pulak abez..
time tu da kol 2.50..
so,aku pon tggula dgn hati yg cool gitu..
5minit kemudian baru la nasi ade...
so,aku pon g la bungkus wat balik umah...
sesampainya aku kat umah tu,
dgn cepatnya aku mkn...
tgh dok syok lyn nikmat mknan nie,
aku tertgkla jam kat dinding..
lg 5minit nak kol 3..
ape lg..
cam orang kebulur la aku mkn...
sampai tercekik...
air xde coz lupe nak beli..
bantai jela memandangkan xsempat nie..
dah siap mkn and solat,aku pon terus pegi kat dewan lama...
masuk2 jer,
xsgka plak aku tersilap kelas..
huhu...
dlm dewan tu lect dah bahagiakn ikot kelas msg2..
selalunye kelas aku kat tepi sekali...
tpi time nie leh plak nak bertukar tempatnye..
then.
aku pun pegla duduk sekali ngn budak2 kelas aku yg len..
dengan hati yg tak sabar2 nie,
aku bukak kertas soalan..
aku dengan khusuknya meneliti soalan yg diberi..
fwuhh...
amende la soalan ni.....
asal complicated sgt,
wat susah kepala otak aku jer ..
kate kuar soalan lam bab len,
tp kuar yg len...
hancurla...
geram da ni..
speechlesss...
last sekali men tibai jela jwpnnye...
tgh2 menibai soalan tu,
hujan turun..
duyai...
abis basah helmet aku..
lupe nk wat masuk td..
then,hujan pun berenti and pda masa yg sma lec pun ckp 'u can stop writing'..
dah lect ckp camtu,
aku letak paper kat sebelah kanan meja and terus blah..
dgn helmet yg bsh tu,
aku pkai and peg cc...
nk tulis blog la nie...
ish2..
so,moral tok arini...

-prepare awal2...
lau lect kate test nie kuar bab ni...
jgn dok bace bab tu je..
bace semua ye..
-and masa..
jgn mse nak test bru nak g mkn..
nanti kelam kabut jdnya..
haa..jgn lupe
lau da tau kat umah tu xde air nk diminum..
beli satu kat kedai.....
ai mineral sudah...
k choww...

A Story

regardless of hope and happiness,

pain came over...

pain...

what's exactly pain..

it can be described in many words...

and also by interaction...

i have a story..

and i want to share it with all...

it is a story of love...

that's what i think it is....

It all started in a small place located in a state in Malaysia...

in a place where all people come to further their study..

although it is a small place,

it is full of everything that a man could ask for..

anything that u want is easily available..

okay,

enough of the place,

now we move to the people..

a boy who came from a small village,

were shocked when he got an offer letter sent by a well known university.

he were full of joy and happiness..

two weeks after that,

he went to the university..alone...

bringing with him two large camping bags full of clothes and everything that he might needed when he is in the university..

he easily get in around people in there,and after a month staying in there,

he felt so lonely...

although he's got many friends but still,he felt that he's alone...

like he got nobody...

and one day,

while he was wondering around the place,

a girl came...

walking with her friends...

while she was talking with her friends,

he look at the way she talk,her appearance and everything that he can look,

he feel happy..and,

his heart was beating faster than usual...

so fast that he thinks its gonna blow up.....

.........

that night,

he cant sleep well...

when he tried to close his eyes,

her face came to his mind...

he doesn't know whats wrong with him...

but after forcing himself,he managed to sleep...barely....

......the next day,he try to find the girl,

but he cant find her anywhere...

he went to the same place he see her,but still,no sign of her...

frustrated of that,

he try to let the anxiousness in him to pass by...

at the end of the semester,

he finally met her...

while he was waiting for the bus to go home...

and with all the courage,he went to the girl and say hi..

that girl does not reply it with word but she smiled....

her smile was so sweet that the boy felt that he's gonna fell down..but he's not actually...

^^

and after the smile,

the girl walked away because she got to catch up the bus and he felt so sad because he does not been able to confessed to her yet....

and ........

continued.....